Saturday, September 30, 2006

A Diamond So Bright

I held a diamond between my fingers
So bright that
I couldnt keep my eyes open for long to
Adore it

The warmth that grows on my skin
Keeping with them the strength
To live on

Against the blue velvet and whit cushions
Lay my bright diamond
Keeping it far
Deep in my eyes

posted by simplecatalyst @ Saturday, September 30, 2006 0 comments

Monday, September 25, 2006

a god send

maybe i have been writing too much about love on this blog, but maybe i am really someone who keeps talking about love. all these, i jus realised it now.

a blessing that i managed to realise.

u told me we must thank god for letting us be together.
yes i truly think so.
u are the opposite of me, and we never felt attracted until now.
maybe now is the time for us to be together.

we never go against the will of God.
and me, jus listen.

we thank god.

posted by simplecatalyst @ Monday, September 25, 2006 0 comments

Saturday, September 23, 2006

lion king.

disney presents.......... The Lion King, first stop in Asia, and they had been performing in Shanghai's Grand Theater since july, wow!!! all the way to october.

love it! went to watch on thursday and think it's jus terrific!!!
the theater was decorated with posters and we took like tonnes of photos before we went in. all jus nice.

one thing about shanghai's theater is that ppl tend to sit on other's places:
this guy was sitting in front of us changed his seat next to me after the rightful person who held his seat came. so i thought, well maybe he is supposed to sit beside me.

then during interval, the seats beside me changed people. this guy again changed his seat to a few seats down me, then i was "huh", so is that his final seat?
but when we left after the show ended, he was not on his "final" seat. so... where is his seat.
yes, ppl jus upgrade themselves if seats are available. well, yes i agree, we do that too.. but it's abit kua zhang here leh...

ok, back to the show... *drumrolls*(or rather, the lion roars!!!)
the opening was AMAZING!!!!!!!!!
"animals" came thru the side doors, not only on the first level but also from the second and third level. really.... it's jus so so so so so so so forestly interactive.
so u have these buffaloes, elephants, dragonflies and butterflies marching down the theater up on stage and join in the celebration of SIMBA!!!!!!!!
me and xiaozhen actualy held hands when these animals came out, if i were to be that overly emotional, i think tears would be streaming down my cheeks as well...
hahah... wonderful! the future king. hee...
there were 2 or 3 more interactive sences like this during the show. great:)

i love this sence, the rest of the show was great too, but the ending is not that up beating. if we know the lion king story, simba and nala(or what's her name?) gave birth to another cub, and all the animals that belongs to the land of glory came back for this celebration. but *disappointment*, no animals came out from the side doors, only from the stage. ya... not such of a great end though.
come to think of it, maybe they thought it was not that appropriate as their presence might obstruct audiences who are preparing to leave the theater? but anyway...

little simba was too thin... hee, but nevertheless a cute little boy.

SIMBA, can u feel the love tonight?

posted by simplecatalyst @ Saturday, September 23, 2006 0 comments

Tuesday, September 19, 2006

woman and giving birth.

so a woman's tian zhi is to give birth??
why?

shanghai's music channel is showing this china drama which portrayed this infertile woman. well, she was diagnosed with some disease which had to remove both her ovaries. upon this, she was devastated.
becos, she could not fulfill her role as a woman, she felt she was not complete, even though her handsome husband consoled her that she is the one who is most important.

so i wonder, does really giving birth makes a woman complete? of cos, we all know how it can further bond both adults in love together, but the thing is, is a baby all that important?
some ppl give birth jus to keep their partner intact in the family, but then again, will that bring back the faded love between them?

i am not a pro-anti-birth-giving woman here, but i truly think birth giving is not the element that completes a woman. however, it would be a blessing to give have the child of the person we love. hor? haha

ok, jus in case some people thought i am so so so so madly IL(guess what is IL) to the extent i talk about giving birth.... not yet... dear, it's too early.

jus some thoughts from a show:)



oh, it's hot today.... hahaha



posted by simplecatalyst @ Tuesday, September 19, 2006 0 comments

Monday, September 18, 2006


first post

it is always the hardest to blog the first entry.
what are we supposed to write in it?
an introduction or straight to blogging??

well... my first post should have look different from this, if... if i had pressed the correct button and not got what i've written erased from the screen. and then i went for dinner.

i was trying to state the reason for me having a blog.
why do i start a blog. why do i choose to write in english, when i have a chinese blog that was left with an entry written months ago.
will i be responsible enough to take care of this blog? again?

sometimes, i think too much. why do i have to dwell on every single thought or action, trying so hard to break their codes and get myself so worked up? and then losing the feel to jus feel.

maybe i should jus take a hiccup as a hicupp.
life still goes on after hicupping. as long as we move on to the next breath and the following word, u will live(or rather, leave it) it.
sometimes, we ask too much. maybe, we were used to comprehension questions in school.

what did jenny do in the passage? why? please explain. please elaborate.

even in school, nothing stops after the action, we are always looking for the reason behind it.

maybe. this is growing up, but then again, there are millions of paths to take in growing up. what we choose is important.
but i think i wish to be simple and jus grow up without too much why why why.
i wish to be simple and happy, jus like u.

so yes... this entry turns out to be different after all.

posted by simplecatalyst @ Monday, September 18, 2006 0 comments

Sunday, September 17, 2006


writing mood.

i am in my writing mood recently, which is good. becos the exams are still far away, 14 weeks away from the exams, which means school jus started. bahhhh

why did my writing mood comes so early this time? becos i guess, i am dealing with much more emotions this time, this semester, this year.

i left singapore feeling different this summer, usually, it's relieve, becos after 3 years, shanghai is where i lived and grow, and make frens.
but instead, i hoped i can stay in singapore for a longer period. i hope instead, i had ended my course in shanghai.
bad i know... when i had my precious frens here.
but, my jiejie here told me all these explanations are rubbish. what i am feeling now is healthy and normal. why am i afraid of it? why, to the extend i am ashamed to feeling missed?

becos, u are really missed.

i always tried to have the "love is not everything" look or even mentality, becos i thought love is not everything. it's not the most serious stuff on earth, we need to expand beyond our most intimate relationships and explore deeper into the entire human race(which for some are the whole universe).

but now, i find myself succumbing to missing u.
terrible, i found out.
BUT, glad to find out i am actually a normal girl.

i wonder. what attracts me to u? always, but u said it's beyond words.
is it? but i answered it.
so i need not give an answer to this question? but as silly as i can(and i am), i think i got the answers.
BUT, of cos they are not actually enough.

or maybe, this question do not need an answer.. or maybe it's not even a question, both of us jus need to make a statement on it. and there.... both of us started to become "we".

posted by simplecatalyst @ Sunday, September 17, 2006 0 comments