Monday, November 19, 2007

folly fellows

jus a little reflection. i guess, its human nature to behave like this.

a question to all reading:
how many times do we remember the people around us when we're happy? or when we feel upset.

hmm... i mean very often, we tend to forget about some of our friends when we're enjoying ourselves or hidding in the dark room, when we're entirely IN our own world. and then we start to realise we're overly in our own world when we receive a friendly sms from a friend saying how much she/he misses u.
having been there and done that, it doesnt feel good even when we reply "miss you too". either we're trying hard to feel sincere, so its due to a natural response to say the same thing when someone initiate it.

in times of need, calls and smses are endless. but it seems she started to venture away.
we do wonder where are she is going, but its often awkward to start asking.
i dunno if her sms is jus a natural respond to mine, but it doesnt feel good to jus see 3 words when i asked "how are you recently.....".
it really makes people wonder what are she's thinking and why did she behave like that.

well, but often we become oblivous to the people ard us when immersed in our own happiness. kinda sad for us when she decided to exclude us in her happiness.

though i dunno if you're happy, but i guess it will be very much appreciated to share happenings in our lives with people we cherish and who we thought we treasure. in the end, it remains 90% guessing so... i really hope that 10% does not fail into turmoil of any sort.

but again, matters of the heart are not easily translated into audible words.
jus hope that it will be sunshine and breeze for her after the storms.