A Living Catalyst

worried

hmm.... sometimes i worry too much. as the chinese says worried that the sky will fall.
i dunno if this is called consciousness or awareness or over-worrying.... which is kinda unnecessary.
becos i am easily stressed, so this make me more worried. worried about worrying.

recently, i want to face the top worry of my worries. health.
i am not your pink baby, though not your sickly child. but not having tiptop health.
gastric is the only major thing i encountered before i went shanghai. while in shanghai, many other forms of un-healthyness came.
Cold feet and hands(which was the case all along, but getting better now), occasional gastric... but i dun have flus and cold often, which is very good.
but there are some symptoms which get me worried.
like being breathless sometimes, and also the pain on the left side of my body.
i been to doctor to ask about it, cos a previous health screening last year showed there was sth sth about my ECG, but cos i was in shanghai, so i took a new ECG and the doctor said i was fine. diagnosing it as a muscle pull...
so i let it rest.. though the pain come back quite frequently.

recently, this pain worries me a bit. it had not come for sometime, and now it came back. and cos sometimes i worried about it and felt a bit breathless. in addition, school is a bit stressful, so the pain makes me hard to concentrate on my work.
so.. i decided to go to the doctor and request a ECG again, and have to remember to take the previous ECG along for comparision.

really, what if i got a heart disease?

posted by simplecatalyst @ Monday, September 17, 2007